I am mentally,physically,spiritually and emotionally exhausted.
Exhausted from constantly observing the morally bankrupt.
It takes so much more energy to beat them than it would to join them.
I just wish I knew for certain that my contempt for them is based on the fact that I am nothing like they are and the root cause of it isn’t seeing exactly who and what I was when I look at them.
I can’t tell if i’m tired or just tired of society. Tired of pettiness and ignorance. Tired of losing friends and tired of watching friends lose. Tired of a society that would rather take pictures of themselves in exchange for likes from others instead of finding and capturing the art in all of the things around them and enjoying the beauty of that themselves. Tired of the vanity we display, when we go out of our way to show and tell everyone we know what we’re doing and not realizing it robs us of the joy of actually being present for those moments.
Or if i’m just tired.