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Your Way Isn’t Working
Sometimes, the problem is you.
You are ignorantly stubborn, so sure of yourself in certain matters, it’s become borderline delusional. Your insistence on carrying on as if everything is dandy while everything surrounding you burns to ash, has become the new definition of actual insanity.
Maybe it’s not always your actions that cause such calamity and constant chaos both within and around you, inaction can have the same effect. What happens to a wound, infection or illness we never pay mind or take heed to?
I don’t have to answer that, because you know all too well. Your entire reality has answered that question for you, time and time over, but you render yourself blind to it, all while blatantly seeing everything that ails your reality that you’ve deemed someone else’s fault, doing or responsibility.
However, you are wrong. You’re wrong so often, in your actions, words and thoughts, it couldn’t possibly be right to trust your own gut.
You don’t even remember what feeling right and being sure of yourself looks like. It’s too far removed from your day to day life.
I know what you’re thinking, and this I’m certain of, which means I better second guess myself,overanalyze and overthink it to the point self doubt sirens wail loudly inside me.
